Thank you Grateful, After thinking about your question, I realized that I am not ready to do what I want to. I do have expectations, I was hoping that I would act cheerful and as if I am okay. I expect him to notice that I am NOT as bad as he imagined. Then once he is gone, hopefully he would have some doubts in his decision. But. Honestly, I don't know if I could handle it as I wish. Plus, my parents and his parents will be there for sure. That might make things complicated.
I want him there because it is an important event for me. And I really have no other reason to get him to come see me....I'm just worried that he won't contact me again. I don't even know if he filed for divorce yet or not. Does he have to notify me if he does file for divorce?
