You're twisting this to put the most negative spin on it. He said the "ick" and the "awkward" were NOT about you, he felt like everyone was staring at him. This is WAS script -- it's always all about them. It is not a reflection on you -- don't make it one.
Your H is inappropriate with your daughters -- you need to set a boundary with him that he needs to keep his discussions with them appropriate. They are not his therapist or his base of moral support. He needs to support them, not the other way around. If you can meet with a family therapist, first alone and then with him, the therapist may help you productively explain this to H.
So sorry you're feeling badly, your sitch is truly brutal.
Accuray
Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11 Start Reconcile: 8/15/11 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced) In a New Relationship: 3/2015
