I hated asking for help and projects never got done. I started finishing projects for me, not my W, because it's me alone now in this house and it feels good to check items off my list. Ask a friend for help or a church member, let them in your safe zone, you'll be surprised at how people will respond. Be vulnerable just a tad in the beginning, allow people in. Love is the absence of fear. To be loved you have to be fearless.
You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.
