Nero- the strength is all yours, I'm just trying to remind you that it's in there. I can only pray that my words are of some comfort to others, it does help heal me as well.
You have a party tonight, awesome! I went to the Nutcracker w/D18, and my S25's GF, it was a nice night, even though I have seen it like 9x because my guys are the stage techs, so free tickets.
I treated for dinner were we ordered Thai food family style, so good, and no H w/his Mr. Grinch attitude toward the holiday's. See, I did it, I could do more w/out H if I just keep moving forward.
I hope your party is so fun, and you see that you can do it also. I remember how Christmas was never his thing, I would love have what my BF and I had soo many yrs ago, now that was a romantic Eve under the tree
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
