yes I feel like i am back to square one again...I went over to W place because D foot was hurting and needed her cast again...W was very distant again to me...sigh...I guess this is the roller coaster and no one is immune to it. I have been seeing a lot of W lately mainly because of the kids and the holidays she needed me to watch them some because of work she is actually having to work a few more hours than her normal 10 and it is killing her...I am wondering if I should go dark for a couple of days..I just wish I had been a lot more upbeat with our last interaction...so that is what she would remember..
