Wow, that's quite a list! Reminds me of some of my New Year's Resolutions. If I had fulfilled everything I put on paper, I would have been just about perfect. (ha)
I like lists like you've made, b/c it says you have your brain working in the right direction. Instead of acting like a victim, you have written out a plan of action. Good job!
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!