Finally approaching the starting line!

[eyesopen]

Kind of having a difficult day. I am finding it difficult to keep detaching when things with my w have been warmer then anytime since BD. I know I need to keep pulling back, but I can't help but wonder where this is going.

For the first time in awhile we have been smiling together, and sharing some laughs. There have been a few times where she seems to linger on the on the phone and when she comes over in the morning for the kids.

I think part of why I am feeling down is I am scared that this will be how it is.

I know I have to stay on the path that I have been on and let her join me on that path.