I know it is getting back to him. He mentioned that people said I look hot and really happy (I blew the happy bit by saying actually i wasn't but I have kids and a job and school etc, and have to move forward no matter what, so I may as well make the best). This was a couple of weeks ago.
I know DB ing is for me, I do, but then it would be me busting, if I never see him lol!! I do understand the principles, don't get blue (it is NOT an attractive facial colour) the toughest part is to do them without validation. I manage fine here, no one knows how I feel really except "my person" and one other really close friend-both no ties to H
I am always smiling always cheerful and a f'n pleasure to be around. Maybe it is a good thing he lives an hour away, gives me plenty of practice.
Thanks Forest, I know you have to just copy/paste, but I am hearing you. Self examination and self doubt are the worst..and the best, just not all at once.
