Hey SS, I truly think it is the time of year, I have been struggling like a fiend and we have to see that tomorrow when we wake up, we will still be in this place, regardless if it's Christmas or not. I think it is a fake it kind of month. I felt a heck of a lot stronger last month and as I get nearer to the holidays, see the ornaments, wrap the presents, it gets harder and harder.
So you are not the only one struggling here, for sure. I can't offer much advice except if I can do it so can you. My goal today is not contact H first and have great time at movie tonight with kids. That's it, a small one. Of course starting from now, because he already emailed this morning pertaining to an email I wrote and then I kind of digressed...but it is HA (husbands anonymous). I start my baby goal just for today, maybe tomorrow I will make another
