Long time no post... I've been reading along on other threads, which is invaluable.
I'm struggling with P being so far away, knowing I won't see her until mid-winter.
I didn't hear a peep out of her around Thanksgiving. That was disappointing. She's been in contact again, sometimes without the excuse of some logistical question. That's nice. I notice that I have to work on appreciating it rather than negating it. I have negative tapes that play in order to keep my expectations down. It really is a challenge to remain positive AND without expectations.
New housemate is working out well. She's not around much so her cats sit on me. Perfect!
The seasonal change is getting to me, too. It definitely makes it harder for me to keep moving in a positive direction.
Hmm... Maybe it's time to read back and review some goals. And handy mantras...