Talked to 2 online colleges, 2 community colleges. Visited one of the CC, the one I attended in 1980's. Seems one humanities class plus a science lab would get me AA in general studies there by spring. All doable on line. Not sure of the value of that.
Pursuing computer science curriculums at others as that was my career before starting sports business 13 yrs ago.
S20 will be at tree trimming! This will be 1st time W has seen him since DDAY, and he only communicated w/her once, via text, 2 weeks or so later. I have been telling him "mom needs to feel like she is welcomed home, and she will be loved, respected and accepted" Hopefully reuniting with him will be healing for her.
Meanwhile, today was an INSANE day emotionally...edge of tears all morning at college, Nearly two hours of open weeping when I got home. Went on a walk on farm to let it all out where S16 couldn't see. Usually, at least lately, it has been only a few minutes, and I am able to figure out the specific thought regarding sitch that brings it on.
Today, not so, other than just lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely.
Called pastor during, as at one point i saw no end in sight. he said normal, that I probably need that release once in a while, if I am trying to be so strong for all this around kids, W when I see her, others, and holidays, too.
Me 46 W 43 S 21 D 18 S 17 M 22 yrs Discovered OM 9/10/12 W moved to sister's 9/15/12 W moved to OM 9/27/12 Tried to DB until 7/13 W filed 10/7/13. Did not serve. I counter filed 12/2/13.
