Good point on the making me feel bad. I did not look at it that way. Hmmm very good point!!!
I feel the same way with the ILY's. I mean does it make things worse or better. I have no idea. but Im going to do what i feel when it comes to the texting. I dont think it makes a diff at this point. Who knows. She does not say talk text anything anyway...
Also the money thing i will do to make things a little better i hope for her and well for me. But i was just talking to a friend of mine about something has to give. I cant keep living like this. But i will not do anything til after the holidays are over. I'm sure something is going to happen. The one thing i will not do is file for the D if that is what she wants. It is just a personal thing and just cant do it. this may change but at this point no way.. I Love this lady but can not keep living this way. Only God knows how long it will be..
Thanks for your support and the best to you as well....
