Yep. It's the book that LaBug suggested. Wish I had more time to actually read more of it. Main thing I keep telling myself that has resonated with me, is that I'm NOT a failure!

I'm hopeful to call in the next few minutes to try and setup an appt with Jody.

Last night we all went to S7s Christmas school play. W has been fairly nice, even reached out and rubbed my back for a moment. She was going to journal last night while I worked out, but fell asleep. She said she isn't feeling good sickness, but to be honest, I think a lot of has to do with the depression she is now dealing with. That too makes it a bit easier for me to try to continue to love her from a distance. I'll check back later on. Hope all is well with everyone!