That is awesome!!! I know what you mean when you said it was eye opening when you took a deep look at yourself and saw your issues. I'm still shocked just how broken a person I really was. Best part is you now understand changes you want to make to improve yourself. No matter what happens with M these will make you a better person. I also like your goals because they are attainable in short time frame and aren't vague so you know when you've achieved them so you can move to the next set. I think you'll be surprised how helpful the journal will be. I have one also and it keeps my head in the positives which helps my overall attitude. Keep up the good work!
Makes me realize I need to reevaluate and update my own goals...
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are