And taken away? Yeah, my husband and best friend. To to text or pick up phone or send a pic 20,000 times a day, but don't..
It is a grieving process. Some days are good, others not so good.
But now he wants a friendship and is willing to let me drive the train. I am not sure where to go. I haven't let go yet, for sure, but I am a bit farther down the track than I was at the beginning. I am not sure that friends will work, but since we are so far away from each other daily, I would like to be able to have the opportunity to...I don't know what. Show the changes? Sure, isn't that what it is about partially. That S also notices changes? Hard to do if I can never see him. Do I know the changes are for me? Absolutely and I do not think I would have survived this long without the implementation of DB ( as much as I am doing) and the advice and support on this board.
My goal is to be down the road so when we reconcile its good, and when we don't, it's good. F#%^*n long road though
