hi tsq -

yeah- me too. i'm not a pony-tail gal- but it sure cuts right down to the bone doesn't it? i'm still very un-gracious about it- maybe in my sitch the longevity of whatever this ow is to him is the end of me & any r.

i don't get if she's EVERYTHING - why the heck not chuck me , our life & get the heck over to her place and immerse himself in the wonderfulness of it all. why torment me? why equivocate- if i felt total wonderful bunderful LOVE for someone else- i'd just have to go. decency -

how do people DO this to each other? i still can't let go- but i don't want this either- as usual- stuck in the mud