(((SS)))you are so early in the process, I cried daily for a long time. It's OK as long as that's not all you do. And from the sounds of things, you're doing a lot.

The holidays can be difficult but you will get through it. Try to do some things that are different this year, things that don't bring memories of the past with H. It helps.

Definitely let the kids decorate their rooms.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss