(((NG))) I'm sorry your struggling this holiday season. Don't beat yourself up about your timeline. I've heard that the second holiday can sometimes be harder than the first.
We cannot control how fast our hearts heal. Make plans and stick to them. Fill your days contributing to one of the most "loving" seasons of the year.
Be loving and kind to yourself. Trust yourself. Know that You have done/doing the hard work to become the best ng possible. So if the sadness continues.. Perhaps it is necessary.. Often it's darkest before the day.
Hang in there honey!!
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
