Yep.^^ I am letting it go, not easy, but I am letting it go because so many things are out of my control right now that I realize they never were!! LOL!
And the things I can control, I am trying mightily not to. Had some emails with H and I am still trying to control...not as much but it is still there.
Fear is a biggie, but what is the absolute worst that can happen? She is gone and guess what? You are still here, but no better for it at all.
