Lost and Confused

[someguy1233]

Man why do i do this to myself. UGH!! I drove past WAW house and the house was dark but her car was there. First thing i thing is were is she who is she with an other guy. But for all i know she could have been sleeping. She does work every day something she has to do to make ends meet.
but If i had to bet I would say she is out with her girlfriend that is Gay... She is always and I maen always with my WAW. Now I am just feel down a little and still want to know who she is with. But that is how I feel I will not act on it but just sharing here.

Would love to know when the WAW is going to come and talk to me like she keeps saying she will do but no time. lol she can find time for everything else then she could for me too.

well it is what it is for now. I just pray that one day God will feel it fit to have this marrage fixed....

This sounds familiar. Then I realized that it was your thread I posted in a few pages back.

What did you hope to gain by driving by her house?

I look at it this way... There's three possible out comes:
1. You drive by and don't see anything other than a house. You feel the same way you did before you drove by.
2. You drive by and see someone else's car and get frustrated.
3. You drive by and she sees you and get's upset with you for not giving her space.

Where's the positive outcome?

You're making things harder on yourself. If you feel the urge to drive by, DON'T!

Go do something for yourself when you have the urge. Do something. Go shopping, go for a walk, read a book. Whatever. You're not helping yourself.

In my opinion, I'd also stop the ILY texts. You don't know how she's receiving them. She could appreciate it, or she could be thinking to herself, "ugghhh.. Now how am I supposed to respond to this!" It could be pushing her away. I wouldn't send these texts unless you know without a doubt that they are received positively.