Another night with H at the house, I went to dinner with some friends and he kept D. But another night full of compliments, him helping do things at the house, and oh, as I was leaving I told him by then went to give D hugs, he comes over b/c he needs hugs and kisses too. I had the feeling when he was getting ready to leave for the night that he wanted to stay but I didn't offer. He had to come back first thing this morning to take D to daycare (side note - this is costing us A LOT in gas money!)
He also invited me to a birthday party for some of his family Saturday. But still has not answered about the work party Saturday evening. And I'm not going to ask - I have a sitter and am going even if he doesn't.
The rest of this week should be interesting as there is no planned reason for him to come over.
I am meeting with my new counselor tomorrow. She is a Christian based counselor.
Sometimes I jsut want to yell at H to stop this madness and come home but I know it would do no good. And sometimes I wonder if he's just waiting for me to bring it up and ask again - but last time I just got my feelings hurt more. So guess I will stay on this coaster.
