Whatever your disability is, you certainly don't show it in terms of understanding us. You're clear and articulate. You're just doing the same thing most newbies are doing. We're trying to help you get over that as quickly as possible so you do start understanding. So stop making excuses and using things like your "disability" as a crutch.
In terms of her PA, you're REALLY going to have to start understanding how much your original EA affected her. You really did blow her off and thought that a simple apology and then you treating her the same way as before wasn't going to work. YOU put her in this situation. So when you say that a PA was a deal breaker, then you're minimizing the fact that YOU were the one who caused it.
Start taking responsibility for that.
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Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
