Just had a rubbish nights sleep. So much going through my mind. Trying to stay positive but it is so, so hard.
Even though I am mentally prepared that W is going to bring up S sooner rather than later, it still brings me to tears when I think about it.
I know I have to let her decide what she wants to do, and I have to stay calm and not let her know it is killing me inside. I really don't know if I am strong enough for this. I thought I was out of tears. I hate this!!
Sorry that I am feeling so weak this morning. Just needed to put it down in words, does make me feel a little bit better.
Have a good day...
Me48; W44 M20; T25 S17 & S15 Bomb (IDLYA) 27/10/12 Still living together
