You know I am being more disciplined but it is a process. You guys got on me about my weight - like my wife did. So I decided to do something. A realistic healthy plan.
i wanted a better relationship with my kids, so I did something about that.
Honestly, it's hard to have you people telling me that I am NOT listening when in fact I am listening. I do have a disability after all.
Yes I know it will take more than a few weeks and it has to be consistent over time.
The PA was always a deal breaker for me and it still might be. I don't know where I will go, but I will work on being a better person for now. I came her before the PA, I didn't want a divorce, but sometimes those are the hands that are given.
Tonight was pretty tense around the house. Not a lot of talking. I was pretty silent and detached. I tried to keep up appearances for the kids.
