Trying really hard to be Thankful today...

[Sweetbriar]

SS...I'm so happy for you that your H wants to R! I only dream of that day for myself and my H. Who knows....

Ruby...I know that moving on is the key but I feel like its really hard during the holidays to not get stuck in thinking of H:( I have tried really hard to concentrate on my and my kids. Some days are very hard to get up and get moving! Im not going to lie, being pregnant is hard stuff during this. Its one more attachment I have to him, every time the baby kicks!

I keep thinking that it will get easier and it has gotten a bit better, but moving on is harder than I ever thought possible.

Tonight I was busy and H had texted earlier today about the baby stuff he could buy...well, I didnt respond right away (he texted at like 1pm) so tonight I get another text at like 6:30pm saying

"at the very least, I deserve a prompt response when something comes up"

I was kind of annoyed at this, becuase he doesnt deserve a prompt response, but I did end up texting him back about 30 mins ago about buying a crib and a dresser for the nursery. I was nice, a usual now and he even had the nerve to ask me if there was any chance he could come to any of my appointments I had left...this was shocking! Im not sure how I want to respond to that one yet....I do have another sonogram appt in Jan that I could invite him to...but I still feel like having him there while he is dating OW is uncomfortable to me...any advice on this from anyone? Would you let him come after all this time of me being pregnant and him not asking to come? I did tell him in the beginning that he wasn't invited to any appointments. I said this before he moved out (so early Aug) and he has not asked one time to go...so I have just kept it that way. Now he is asking and I don't know what to do? Is this a baby step for him? Don't want to read into anything...

SB