I just wanted to post that your post was very inspirational to me. I am having "that Christmas" that you had last year:( It helps to know that a year from now I can possibly be able to enjoy the holidays again...and I will have a 8 month old to add to my crew!! Thank you for posting this, as for someone like me, who is struggling right now, needs to read these things and know that things will get better!
I wonder very frequently all the "whys" as well. Why did he call me ugly? Why did he leave? Why has he chosen to leave his Ds and his unborn son?
But I also realize these are his issues and I can only move along and be there for myself and most importantly, my kids, who need me more now than ever.
I hope in a year, I will be posting about how well I am doing and feeling!
SB
M:36 H:36 D14, D11, Baby due in March M:15 T:18 Met OW: 3/12 H Moved out: 8/12 Legal Sep: 11/5/12
