Finally approaching the starting line!

[mastersolo]

Eyes,
I know exactly how you feel! Only your doing a lot better than me. My waves seems to come week by week. When I'm on a down stretch I always tell myself "I can't control my W actions" or like when she calls to tell my kids goodnight and I find my self frally wanting to get on the phone after my son just to ask her how she has been and where she stands I tell myself "will this help my sitch or make it worse" and I find everytime I do it makes it worse.
I think you are doing great! You are at a place that a lot of ppl want to be at including me so you should be happy with where you stand.