the end is that a little while later - he called back- apologized for being icky- asked if the computer "thing" was okay and we had a pleasant call.
it was nice because i got off the cranky call feeling like "go straight to H_ll buddy" - i'm not doing "that" anymore in life- at least my gut says it. that's my biggest change of heart/personality. no explanations, apologies or hurt feelings when he's curt & crappy - just total turn-off & dismissal & dislike. that's something - rite?
anyway- hope your morning is good - i'm back on my "no sudden moves" m.o. and thank you. i do want to be happy girl again.
