So, is it reasonable that I don't have any desire to go through the book with H anymore? His disinterest in it has really taxed my own interest. It's like trying to play a game of tennis with someone that won't put down their cell phone. Or like dressing up in a sexy nightie but he won't take his eyes off the television. I have no expectations of him to change to meet my schedule, but I don't really feel compelled to operate by his either. He doesn't remember what he read or what we talked about before. We'd have to start over again. I'm not really sure I can see any value in his lax approach to it, and so I no longer imagine it providing any real opportunity for us. I have witnessed his interest/investment and it's rather unflattering. I just want to say "nevermind."
Too bad, too, because I was looking forward to it initially.
