Is it too late to DB?

[caigy72]

rh, lmao they are not right in the head and sometimes we have to humor them, although I don't have much interaction with my H now.

Something happened this summer and when I feel like this is it I'm telling him what a piece of crap he is getting the D quicker Iremember what happened, so here it is...

In June when he was still a little involved as a family, H and I took the two youngest to a park one saturday afternoon. H and S13 were fishing and D10 wanted to ride her bike around the park so I took her to do that. She was ahead of me but I could still see her, I got very emotional and I started talking to god and I said to him "god I need a sign whether I throw in the towel or fight for my marriage...but I need the sign to be plain as day so I dont miss it"

Later on we decided to go fishing by the lake and there was a few other people there also as we were on the dock. The park closes at 9pm so 8:45 we start packing up as did everyone else. I still had my pole in the water as H and the kids packed up, I felt this tap on my shoulder and this older woman was saying "excuse me mam" I said "hi" she said "I was walking up the bridge to my car and god told me to turn around come back and tell you to keep you're faith" I started crying and she hugged me and left.

Am I crazy for holding onto this thing that happened 6 months ago when things have became worse since then?