Hmmm I'm not doing a thing today except obsessing and being sick. Neither of which are helpful. I took a nap and got off the computer. Worked on some Xmas stuff for the kids. Things I am doing otherwise just gal - ing. Planning for my future, trying to take care of kids. Considering a move back to ohio. Also getting ready for school next semester. Seemingly nothing on the surface. I think my thinking is shifting though. I'm working on doing what I want. That's interesting. Trying to be me and be true to me. Working on my self esteem and confidence. Trying to meet new people and get outside of my comfort zone. Reconnecting with old friends that have long been neglected.