Well more odd behavior abounds! Yesterday was.... um.... interesting.... Out of the blue H decided to get drunk at 3:00pm on a Sunday. I mean granted everything the last 14 months has been odd, this I really didn't expect. IDK perhaps he's trying other things to stave off the depression that he swears he's not in.... It was odd to say the least. He was funny some of the time, but I was mostly concerned. He was laughing, quite a bit, and uncontrollably at points, which started just before the drinking.
We had been watching Supernatural and he decided mixing Sprite and vodka was a good plan..... he started making fun of the show, saying random stuff. I was sitting there looking at him, and asked what the occasion was. He said, "I'm free, white and over 21 I can drink in my house on a Sunday afternoon if I want to." I just said ok.....
I tried to watch the show, he kept interjecting his remarks. At one point he told me to stop judging him. I said, "I'm not judging you. I'm looking at you because at this point I don't know which is more amusing you or the show." I'm not going to take the time to type all of his shenanigans, but after he tripped over the coffee table I decided not to go to my friends 2 year old birthday party, I was worried he would hurt himself more severely.
I had to help him in and out of the bathtub, and put his socks back on for him. He eventually spent some time vomiting, which I can not remember him ever drinking so much he got sick! This is a man who rarely drank. He kept thanking me for taking care of him "nursing him" he said, and apologizing for "ruining my evening". The sad part is, during all of this he kinda looked like his old self and wasn't all weird with me.
This morning when I asked how he was feeling he was back to short, grumpy, distant answers... keeping me at arms length. He said he felt fine, but did thank me again and apologized again. I said something about making dinner tonight and he's still sticking with his don't go to any trouble for me line. Which hello I'm not I have to eat and I'm not eating everything I make, cooking for one just isn't that easy.
IDK WTH is going on..... perhaps me putting the tree skirt around the tree and our Christmas stockings out traumatized him. LOL His stocking is one I made for him before we were married so who knows.
RH~ No he won't be with me for Christmas, I'm more than 99.9% sure he will be at his mother's... after all the puppet master always gets what she wants...
