Labug,
Ambiguity in the R in the sense of what role(s) we have. We're no longer enemies, not 100% working on our M, somewhere in between. Friends I guess?

My range of emotions and thoughts were independent of the texts / emails from W. Those were added to my post to share that she has been initiating some contact. "Hope?" was in reference to maybe didn't screw as bad as I thought. wink

Tori,
NC was if we were to work on our M 100%. The loophole is that she has pulled back from the 100%.

Hope that clarifies a few things regarding the ambiguity wink

Thank you for keeping up with me 8)