I now see what drives you to expect bad news on Christmas. It's the past, though. Yes, the past may repeat itself, but maybe not. Do something different this year. You guys are going away for the holiday, right? Is he going to be there with you and the kids?
Thinking of you too Tori x
We are going away for holiday.....H is meeting us there. We will be with H's family (his sister is my best friend....just to make things more complicated of course), and we planned to spend the holidays together with our kids. H is coming.
The past is the past I agree. It just seems that (and I know I am not alone in thinking this) that what was once a joyous time of year, has become a period of time we just need to 'get through' . But, I will focus on the kids. This is their time now. Their memories that need to be created.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
