The weekend wasn't a good one. Putting up Christmas decorations is hard. The girls decided they didn't want anything that reminded them of their Dad out in the house. He had made lots of little decorations he carved out of wood. His stocking isn't hanging on the mantle. His ornaments aren't on the tree. It's so sad.
H is choosing to take OW to Prague instead of trying to have a relationship with our Ds (20&17). They are very hurt by his choices. They haven't spoke to him, which would be emails, in a couple months. He would never call them, just email if he wanted to "talk". He wouldn't even call when he is in town! What is wrong with him?
My H was the best father. He has read "The Night Before Christmas" to our daughters their whole lives, even as older teenagers. It has always been so special for the three of them. What has happened to this man?! We miss the person we knew. We now have a stranger that treats all of us like we don't exist.
He got paid this past Friday. We didn't get any money again. Now it's been a month since we've gotten anything. When I emailed him about it, he had a very nasty response. It really hurt my feelings. I'm just trying to take care of the family he walked out on.
So, the weekend was hard. I'm stuck. I am so sad and depressed. I was going forward, but now I just can't make myself. The sadness is so overwhelming.
