Go for it! I'm glad to see you have some goals in mind! That's a great way to start off the new year.
Your trainer may not be all that great, but someone else recognized your can do attitude and that's wonderful!
As for your h, he's expecting you to react the way you use to do...keep the 180's going. He's got to pop soon because he can't keep a lid on his behavior for long.
Keep up the good work Sunshine!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
