I am sorry for the loss of W's grandmother. and I am sorry for the general low feelings you are having as of late.
We associate big occasions being surrounded by loved ones...its natural to think of our spouses.
I know I have been too.
What are your plans for the holidays? What are we going to do to make sure we make the best of it and are there for each other? I am always thinking of you NG. You are a beautiful person.
((((( )))))
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home