on saturday i got word from SIL that W's grandmother (in her 90's) had taken ill and only had a few days. ten minutes ago, i learned that she just passed away. i think some of my heaviness this weekend has to do with this. i did not know her well (she spoke mostly italian) but she was very warm and welcoming to me which i am sure was hard for her.
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13