Monday morning....I can't help but think that last weekend was so nice with him and now he's back with that OW again. How could I let this happen again? This time of year, which is my favorite, and the fact that he left AGAIN has got me in such a funk! I should have never let him come here when she threw him out. He was sleeping with me, sometimes, and I guess he was working his way back to her. I think its because she has so much. Lives in a 5000 sq. ft. home. We live in a 2 bedroom rental. But we had family and grandkids and I can't understand how he could be so materialistic, which is what I totally believe. He'll tell me that's not true but I don't believe he really loves her. So do I just switch off and just not contact him anymore except if necessary? I believe that's the ONLY thing that I can do at this time. I'm figuring that this time he may get the divorce papers together. I say let him do that....let him have this on his conscience. I'm still not believing I let him do this 2X in 6 months to me.
M-59 H-58 2 S, 1 D 2 Gr. Ch. T 20 YRS M 17 YRS ILYBINILWY 4/21/12 Caught H and OW 5/25/12 H Left 6/5/12
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