If anything I said to you upset you, then I am sorry that you feel that way.
It has always been the intention of myself, and from what I have learned on these boards, to be totally honest about what I see. I speak only from being in the unfortunate position, of finding myself here, several years ago. And the lessons I learned from the truth that was laid out in front of me.
Most of the time, I didn't like it, nor was it what I wanted to hear. Yet it was what I needed to hear, in order to move forward for myself.
What I owe to these boards, can never be repaid. And I owe it to the integrity of the boards to keep it that way.
I hope you can find whatever it is, that you are looking for. I hope it comes to you easily, and I hope that you find peace in it.