Me and my son did get the living room cleaned last night, but i still need to vacuum and steam clean the area before i bring up the bins.
I want to just shake her and wake her up from this nightmare she has put our family through.
Her screwed up thinking and my reaction to it took what should have been the easy years that we could coast on autopilot and ruined that dream.
I won't have a problem changing the traditions, because it will be way scaled back to just the necessities to make our Son happy.
She just doesn't get it, but do any of the WS's?
I have an ear doctor appointment and one with my PCP to draw blood this morning.
I do miss my W's presence though. It doesn't feel like life will ever be what i thought it seemed to be.
I also have some maintenance work to do at my commercial property that i have up for sale this afternoon, then off to my Sons karate class and then to a book reading club he is in at the library this evening.
Ed
Me, 55 W, 36 T, 10 yrs S-9 M, 8 yrs 1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa 2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa W, AA relapse early 2009-Current W moved out 2-16-2012 New OM 5-2012