An onion, dance lessons and a Harley II

[Soul.Searching]

I cant remember the exact time frames, it's all blurry but for me BD was somewhere in the early to mid August and H had been very cold and distant for about a week before. The day of BD he moved out. He came back around maybe 4 days later. Final BD was I think the 12 of September. H moved out for the last time on 16 September. It was somewhere around a month between BD1 and him leaving for the final time. I was SO scared, That was a fear like none I had known before. I knew it was happening and it was out of my control.

Nothing is in our control but ourselves. Fear will not serve us, It will only hold us back.
I think for me realising that ultimately, everything is unknown territory, has helped me some.
You have fear of the unknown now but did you have it before BD?
Everything was still unknown then, the only difference is perception.

Live one day at a time for now. Only plan ahead what you have to. Just be you, the best you, you can be.