It's None of my Business

[BeingMe]

I had a blast, Snodderly. Thanks for checking. I even connected with one of the member's wife, so perhaps a new friend? We'll see. This is what I need now, getting out there and meeting people, even women who could be future friends. I had a thing with my author group too. So many more people joining, which is great for me.

H came home on Friday night, and we had a get together with friends of ours. The woman of the couple asked me, in front of H, why don't I go with him on his travels (she is the one that keeps telling me we should stay together). So, I said to her 1. it's not the best of places H goes to (mines in far begotten places) 2. we're getting a divorce 3. he wouldn't want me to go, anyway. H was silent. And I said, "there you go, that means a yes." H said nothing, and friend let it go. I'm getting so frustrated with her (she means well), but it's not me that wants to be divorced (I'm just the one with the b#lls to actually go through with it). I drove H to the airport this morning for his next 2 week trip. He gave me a big hug and a kiss when he said goodbye. I don't know what's on his mind, but I am going through with the divorce. I can never trust him again. I've put my time in, and now I want to live without all the angst and eggshells.

So, there ya go.