No park near but, to be honest I go to my kids and get involved in their worlds. Its the one thing throughout my day that I truly look forward to.
Its funny (not ha ha) but my D is such daddy's girl. She verbalizes how much she prefers H to me. She is 5 so I don't take it personally, but I do know how much he means to her and I think it is a wonderful R they have. I get sad when I think that what he wants means she won't have him in her life like she does now (which is still not full on).
He is really the fun dad. I am fun too! lol, I swear! lol but I also have to be the one that disciplines and make sure homework is done, and get to bed on time. So I guess I am not as fun lol.
I won't think about it too much Tori. ((( ))) I at least will try not to. I am going on past experiences. Last xmas eve, he sent me a text saying 'we need to finalize this D'.
I thought 'wow, merry xmas to you too.'
So again, think I am protecting myself from the worst. Don't want to think about it, just want to be prepared.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
