Well if anyone would like a laugh, when H randomly announced he was going into Wal-mart a little while ago and asked if I needed anything, I asked him to pick up some toilet paper, he says, "Ok, what kind do you get?" I just said, ever so sweetly, "I usually get Angel Soft." I didn't laugh... we've been getting the same TP for years now.... hell, he didn't have to ask me the last time he bought it. He was all grumpy and had an angry tone before he left. IDK what's that's all about.... I've been business as usual, happy out doing stuff and making the house "cheery and bright" for Christmas. smile Perhaps the Christmas tree skirt sent him over the edge! LOL Or maybe me getting Christmas cards ready to send out... who knows?

Friday evening H came back to where I was sitting at the computer and handed me a gift card. I looked at it and asked what's this? He said one of his reps gave it to him. I thanked him and said it will help a lot,I wasn't sure how I was going to get Christmas gifts for people. He walked away didn't say anything. About five minutes later he walks back in and says here's the other one, you can have it too. He was a bit irritated when he said it, but I thanked him and told him how much I appreciated it. He had also made dinner that night for us, was trying his best to ignore me and just be irritable when I spoke. I didn't pay it much attention. Just went about my business.

Another thing that made me laugh, H asked me if I was going to be home Saturday. I asked what time, and was wondering why. He said, "because I wanted to know if I could use the computer at 4." I said, "that is very specific, but of course you can. You don't have to ask." He said he wanted to use it to register for something and it fills up pretty much instantly. I asked if it was a match, he said it was. I really thought about saying, aw, I'm sorry that time slot for computer usage is already full, but you can have the 3:30!!! It was soooo tempting to say, but I didn't. LOL Imagine, asking to use the computer at all, much less a specific time!

Yesterday he was a little bit kinder to me. When I saw him in the morning. I had thanked him again for the gift cards. I was out with a friend most of the day. She and I went to Toys R Us and almost literally ran into H's brothers and his brothers gf. We ducked down an isle. I'm not sure if they saw me or would have recognized me with the weight loss and hair change, but they would have recognized my dear friend. Later I was kicking myself for not going up to them and saying hello, I would have loved to see the reaction.... I guess it wasn't meant to be.

When my friend and I got back to our house H was watching tv in the living room, we both said hi to him, he barely uttered a soft hey back. I asked him if he got to register for the match. He said no. I said I'm sorry to hear that. My friend and I went downstairs to watch tv. We got down there and she says to me depression? I said IDK, seems like he could have cycled into that for the time being, no telling how long that will last.

Today's other laugh, I was doing some laundry and H had some still laying on the floor down there so I put it in with mine. I didn't know what the reaction would be, didn't really care, I mean it's just laundry. He did notice. He came back and said to me, "um, I had some laundry down there..." I said, "yep, I threw it in with the load I was doing, I hope that was ok." He said, "yeah, I just wanted to make sure I didn't lose it." I was a good girl and didn't crack up laughing!! LOL Lose it? Where would it have gone? Laundry robbers?? Did it walk away on its own?? LMAO sorry.... still laughing at this! He added he had some other laundry he would have liked to done. I told him he could put it down there with the others I had left to do. I was very surprised when he actually did!

Happy Sunday all! No matter what anyone is going through today I hope I could provide some laughter. grin