H is not home yet. Normally he would be here by now. Maybe he's making the decision for me.
I am sure at least 2 of the 4 know something's up. Especially S19. But no, I know better than to go into details. They are not here for me to lean on and I would not want to intentionally "turn" them against H. Although I don't think they are/will be too thrilled with him.
Its the really knowing what is "right" that I have problems with.
I think there might be a "right" for me that is different than the "right" for them. Their right should trump mine... I will have to feel this out very carefully.
Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. I need all the help I can get.
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
