JJudy - Thanks for posting and reading! Oh yea, my H is very complicated and it doesn't seem like it will ever get easier.

H being home has it's up and down's, I honestly can't say which way would be better.

Stages, yes he is a poster child for the stages, and the spew. It's been like he read it from an MLC book on how to act and what to say.

No expectations at all. I don't even know what I want anymore so not sure what to expect. I just know that I don't want this and I want to get as far away from it as possible.

Best wishes for you and your sitch, everyday we move a little forward!

Thanks, DM

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!