Well hello Mirage! I have to say that was some pretty good writing, and I thank you for dropping by.

I read your intro on your thread just to get a little idea of where your coming from and where your at in your sitch. Good to read that your in a better place for yourself!
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MLC's will put power in something tangible thinking this will get them the rest of the way through. More energy in a job, money, rebellion, making up for losses etc, etc, etc and the list can be endless
All of the above (including the abuse from ea) is what he has put his hopes in to get him through, it's a real harsh way to treat ones self, but that is part of his self depravation.

I can see how this would be a very sensitive time for him as he is teetering on what he's done, what he's doing, and where will the idea's he has/had for what's next.

I am doing well at not taking the personality and really holding my ground. Honestly it seems to actually be exciting him a bit.

Please, stop by again to drop a few lines of your experience , like you I look for similarities good are bad all experience is something to learn from.

best, dm


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!