Well that didn't take long. I noticed my W *67 a phone number on our home phone # that was on my txt message list. Of course the number was innocent. Amazing how quick she is on my phone after lifting passcode lock. I guess it is the horrible marriage we created. My W also has anxiety issues. (as you can see). I am hoping this openness doesn't cause more harm then good. I'm pretty sure I cleaned up all my venting txt and emails off there. Either way I think it is a step in the right direction for me. If I keep my anxiety under control there is no reason for her not to go through my phone.

Took my S all day today. I coached his basketball team. Movies then arcade. W seemed stressed today and kids butting heads.

I am surprised she left the phone number on our caller id for me to see her checking on me. Maybe she forgot to delete it.

I feel really good inside keeping my phone unlocked.