We still have alot of things to hash out we have to sell and we to I do with all tb e memories photos etc xo I box them and send them to her to deal with I dont want be the one to throw. Them away. My thdrapist as me going to see a psychologist for possible medication for this saddest I canot seem to stop thinking that she with come back I have seen her push other people out of her life only to regret it yearz later I have witness her cry over those people and struggle to figure out why she does it. I know I need to let her go a d that is very difficult for me. She to me that I dragged her into MC and abused her want was it ok for her to say mean things about me, I told hd r that I wS angry and I was just looking for answer. I will not force the D I will let her do it she said she wanted to xo it online yet ANOTHER way she does not have to deal click and forget me.
